I have a secret

Should I tell you? If I don't I'd be keeping it bottled inside me and I'd be miserable. Then again, if I tell you... I'd have no more secrets...

I am miserable.

I cannot let go of this emotions that is like a volcano waiting to erupt anytime. Worried about the mess that it will make.

I am like a caged lion prowling around wanting desperately to escape and pounce on anyone and anything that is on its way.

Right now... I am wishing I could just tell the secret and let go of the emotions. An later, deal with the mess once I am free of the miseries the secret is causing me... After all, like I said before this will soon pass...

Am I ready just yet?